This is just one of my rambles and venting so if you wish to just pass on it is fine. If you have any idea what I am going through please leave a comment.
This post is about me as a Parent. I sometime question if I am doing the right things for my kids. Joey is my first born and I guess I can say that he is kind of my experiment kid. I mean I guess what I am trying to say is that I am doing so many firsts with him as a mom.
Joey has an attitude that just mystifies me. Some days he is just fine and then they are days that he will have the attitude from hell as I like to put it.
I am so afraid that I am not doing the right things. Sometimes I think I am too hard on him and expect him to be perfect. I know that he will never be it, as none of us are. I have said it before he has good grades and overall is a good kid.
Is if it right for me to sometimes be jealous that he prefers to be with his friends and his girlfriend than snuggle in the couch and watch a good movie with me?
He is growing up so fast and he will be heading to College in 3 years! Do you know how fast 3 years can go by?
Am I selfish to feel that I am loosing him?